You're Gone

You're dead
So what
Love is no longer a factor
You're dead
You're gone
I am no longer attracted to you
You are finished
Your life has come and gone
Your life was like a breeze
Once it preforms its primary function
It dissipates
It's gone
Gone
Gone indefinitely

I wish

Sometimes I wish I could tell you
Sometimes I wish I could hold you again
Sometimes I wish that you could come back in my arms
Sometimes I wish that you could love me back again
Sometimes I wish that you would leave me the **** alone
Sometimes I wish that you would get out of my head
Sometimes I wish that I had never loved you
Sometimes I wish that I had never met you
I wish that I had another day with with you
I wish that I had another argument with you
I wish that I had another chance to make you smile
I wish that
I just wish
But wishes don't mean a thing
If the person you're wishing for is
Dead

This is why I got BUSTED

This is that video about bears that I was talking about. The whole class was watching it too. It was pretty funny when _____ walked through the door. I started slapping my laptop to shut it up, then I tried to shut it down by holding down the power button, but even that was too slow. Then he took it. While he was calling in to report what had happened, he tried to see what everyone was watching on my screen. All he saw was some stupid bear video, and it seemed to puzzle him.
If the video isn't working, click this link http://current.com/items/89157722/viral_video_film_school_bears.htm

Different Styles

enie meenie / Fantasy Of Life from loqu on Vimeo.


CALENDARS / Try My World from loqu on Vimeo.


puli / Daybreak from loqu on Vimeo.

Dictionary

I love to read
Like I love to learn
I show you what I know
I play back what I know
I regurgitate what I know
I play it back like a radio
Because for me
I believe that it is rather selfish for one to
Horde
Knowledge that they have ascertained freely
So carelessly they let it trickle down
Down
Down
Down
Into the abyss of the forgotten but known
Parts of the brain
All of these things
Remembrance
Selfishness
and Forgetfulness
All makes us similar to dictionaries
We take in knowledge
Words that
Someone else has given to us
And we take it freely
Holding on to it
Keeping it to ourselves
Holding it all in our bound pages
Fostering things
Words
Ideas
People
Revelations
Thought to be forgotten
But perpetually remain known

The importance of appearance and a 2nd look

Watch this video
秀吉 / きたない世界 from loqu on Vimeo.

After SEEING that, you might think as I did: "This was the biggest waste of time ever." The guitarists looked like they had neck and spine problems, they couldn't seem to keep in one position. The singing was kinda weak.

Those are the initial thoughts. Then listen to it again, don't look at the video. Just listen to music. Play it over and over again.

秀吉 / きたない世界 from loqu on Vimeo.

I don't know about you, but I started noticing it's true brilliance. The chords and notes that you think are out of key actually compliment the song. I don't know what they're saying, but I'm pretty sure that it's about something that went wrong. You can tell because of the down fall of minor chords after consecutive majors. Along with that, I noticed how volatile the song was. In the end you would think that the song would end in a major chord, yet it ends in nothing but minors.

At first glance, you would never catch any of the seemingly central themes of the song (if you don't know Japanese). The path to get to my present conclusion, was drowned out by stereo typical rock head banging and the rather weak vocal lead. If I did not give it a second glance, I would have missed the thought that was put into this song.

This goes to show that if make something is rather shotty, people might look past all of the true genius of your work, and if you don't give something a chance, you'll never get a chance to see through another eyes.

青い火の龍達

So, this is the name 0f my manga: 青い火の 龍達 (Dragons of Blue Fire) . I know that I said that once I get 50 votes, I'll decide. Well, I changed my mind. I faced the facts and realized that people are not going to vote on the poll. Though I now have 860 views on my profile, only 7, 7, only 7, have voted. That's okay though, because most of them were in favor for Dragons of Blue Fire, which I chose.

Now I'm going to give you the characters name's and what they're like. Basically a "Character Analysis" , like we have to do with our IRP, it's just going to have alot more info.

Note: Their are 2 names: the old and the new. The old were the ones that I came up with. I normally just slapped a bunch of names and sounds together. These weren't very good names, and so I changed them. I found a huuuuge list of Japanese names and their meanings. I wanted the characters' names to correlate with the way that act and their personalities.

new: Kaemon Ueno
Kaemon meaning "Joyful"
old: Akira Masashi Miyazaki

Kaemon is a very joyous character. He loves to have fun and make others feel better, even if it makes him look like a fool. His parents (Asa and Nariko Ueno) are very fun loving and nice, despite the meaning of their names. They let him do whatever he pleases since he is very studious. He loves to do martial arts and was a master swordsman by the age of eight. He likes this onna no ko named Aya.

new: Shino Higashi
Shino meaning "Stem of Bamboo"
old: Inuyasika Takasakashi

Despite his joking apperance, Shino's past is nothing to laugh at. While at home with his family, two men sent by a mysterious guy named "Ryu", tied him and his brother Mitsu( meaning "Light") to chairs, while they thought to have murdered his parents. Before the men left, they gave Shino and Mitsu parting gifts. Two cuts in the shape of a "X". They got them on opposite cheeks. Shino got his on his left cheek, and Mitsu on his right. Shino left his home after he believed his brother to be dead. He never told any of his freinds about his past. This event has made him a very strong, methodical, and collected person. He specializes in martial arts.

new: Yasou Hayashi
Yasou meaning"Peacful One"
old: Shinosuke Shinatsu

Yasou is a very calm and collected person. He hates getting into arguments. If there's a problem, he'll normally not get involved and will walk away. He is a very successful Crane style martial artist, and has his own dojo (he doesn't use it to teach, he uses it to train and spar. His parents are very nice and accomplished business people. They promoted him, and got him discovered. They let him have whatever whatever he wants, since he made them rich. He loves to challenge very skilled martial artists, normally his friends.

new: Kana Kokowa
Kana meaning "Powerful"
old: Tazuna '''''''' (it's too long)

Kana is very strong and athletic. He is very popular because of his athleticism, but he doesn't like it. He's not really into the whole martial arts thing. He normally just watches his friends spar with each other.

new: Kin Ootsuka
Kin meaning "Gold"
old: Yoshina Shinguri

Despite his mean look, he's really funny. He's a huge slacker and loves to play video games. His parents let him do what he wants because he still gets his work done. Kin likes to spar with his friends.

Their are a heck of a lot more but, it's time time to eat !!!

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Happy...new......year...?

This year was hecka fun. I did lot's of things, good and bad, but I had alot of fun anyway. I wonder if '09 will be any better? Or will it be worse? Only fate and time will tell...