Excitement lost...

I'm soooo devastated. I was really hoping for school today. There was so much crap going on that I was looking forward to seeing, and now I have to wait around 2 weeks to see it, and by then the problems will probably be resolved. Darn. You have no idea how I'm feeling right now. Let me tell you part of the story.
Wed. was a late start day because of snow. I got to school really really late because my mode of transportation had to go up and down alot of icy hills. Past that, in fist hour (1st period for you dweebs) I have Computer-Tech (an Occupational class), so we were working on computers.
Then I looked to my left and I saw "Moses". He looked very glum. I felt bad for him, and I don't know why. I some what look up to Moses, and I want to have the chance to fight him one day, don't ask me why.
Moving on, slowly I started to break the ice. I said "Are you alright? Your looking kinda sorry." I said it jokingly, but I meant it. He said "Today is just a bad day." And after that, I didn't really have to ask anymore questions. He told me more than I wanted to know, not in a bad way though.
This is the part that killed me. He said "I tell her everything..."
Do you not understand the significance of that statement?!! This means he tells her about eeeeeverything. No secrets. This is the thought that choked me up even more.
Why? Why her? Why would you tell her everything? What makes her so, "trustable"?
Then I thought some more. And I noticed something. I do it too. Well, I don't tell her everything, but I do tell her way more than I tell anyone else. Coming from me, that means alot because I am a very introverted person. Then I thought even harder.
Why do I tell her so much? Why do I trust her? Am I attracted to her? Is it because she's really open? What the h*** is it?!
All of these questions just get me pissed even more because I will more than likely never know the answers. I bet you that I would have at least been able to solve a couple of these questions if we had had school today.
Now I have nothing to look forward to besides church and garbage day.
Now you see why I'm ticked off about not going to school.